Forgiveness

Forgiveness is what God desires for us all to strive to see.
Forgiveness comes from looking at your own faults and seeing how life could be.
If you took the time to let unconditional and non judgmental love into your heart.
Once you seek to become a better person for yourself, you can let forgiveness start.
It will bring families back together, and friends who let anger tear them apart.
It will mend a broken bond between siblings, and cause God's Will to reighn in our relationships, our lives, and cause us to have a Faith Walk.
We will stop allowing our emotions and flesh dictate how we live.
Instead we will allow God to fix what is broken and give us the strength to believe.
God is the author and the finisher of our fate.
We cannot allow our actions to be ruled by jealousy, unforgiveness or hate.
We do not want to hinder what God is trying to do.
So remember when you have a spirit of unforgiveness you make it impossible for God to forgive you.

Readings:The Book of Philemon

When it's over, It is over

When it's over. It's over.
You continually try to make me love you;however when we were together you did not know what to do.
To make me smile, to make me laugh, to make me feel like a woman.
Now that I have moved on and found someone who can.
You moan, wine, curse me out, and say that it will never work.
I have finally been delivered from your verbal abuse and emotional hurt.
I love you, I love you, is what you say to me night and day. I only ask that you learn to love yourself and ask the Lord to show you the way.
How to heal your pain, and lack of self esteem, so that the next time he blesses you with a woman of God you will truly know what love means.
No one is perfect, and I dont fault you for not being able to see the error in your ways.
You have cried to God, and asked Him for better days.
So let Him give them to you,and stop looking for me to fill that void.
Truly let His will be done in your life, so your future relationships will not be destroyed.
I have nothing but love for you,and I thank you for the seed we made.
Please believe that when I say it's over I am not blowing out hot air,or looking through a cloudy lensed cascade.
I am speaking from a forgiving heart, and deliverance from hurt that was like a boulder.
Trust me my love, when it is over, it is over.

The Process

Darkness surrounds me day and night.
You whisper to me,and say my child stay in the fight.
A peaceful life, and love seem so far from me.
You whisper again, I am molding you into the vessel that I want you to be.
I try to look for acceptance and validation from man.
You whisper yet again, I am the author and the finisher of your life's plan.
I am weak and beaten down,so I lay prostrate before you and pray.
I hear you loud and clear as you say.
Finally my child you have discovered the only way to get in my presence, and attain the desires of your heart.
Is when you stop listening to self and man,and seek My will.
Now the healing can finally start.

Rejoice in Hope,Patient in Tribulation,Continuing Instant in Prayer

At no other time in my life have I had to depend on my signature scripture then in the year 2009. It seems as if the enemy set off the H bomb in my life and all Hell literally broke loose. I lost both my dad's,had to get major surgery to remove one of my organs as well as an abnormal mass, and experienced one emotional trial after another. People would look at me and say??"How can you smile when you have experienced so much pain, loss, and heartache. My answer is and will continue to be,"I am still here,and it's by the grace of God". Trials come to make us or break us. God is molding me into the woman he desires for me to be. Similar to a flower he is pruning me and training me to bend and grow into a beautiful, healthy, strong flower. This pruning process means that I will have to loose some parts of me that are not healthy or conducive to my growth,so that the healthy buds are able to flourish. In everything I stay prayerful and ask Him to give me the strength to endure. I trust and believe that everything that occurs in my life is working for my good,regardless of what it looks like at the time.

Scripture Reading Romans12:12